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SLACKERS DAY Oh man, today was like slacking my life away. Is there any better things to do to waste my time to wake up early and meet my friend at yishun to eat. I can't believe that i managed to survive this slacking day. Can die of slacking de. Can anyone give me some interesting stuff to do so that i no need to slack to dead. Anyway tml got referee duty at hougang sport hall damn early i think i would have to wake up by 8 am haiz WANTS TO SLP !!!!! hahahaha. hmm overall today was a day tat i have crap myself over with !!!!! hehhez Halloween! Well well guess not much fun for the day but enjoyed myself with a midnight movie. Went to her blog find out that she had actually watched the movie that me and my friends had just watched at Yishun GV. Hmm kinda of coincident but nvm. Well that movie is called "cellular". You must be wondering why it is call tat. Cos all the happening starts with the introduction of nokia 6600 if i not wrong with the model. Hahah a very funny starting. Anyway that is a nice show to watch especially when you are feeling kind of low morale that will boast ur morale up but making you laugh at the way the whole show is being movied. Haha must catch this show when you are free super funny. Well all the best for the HALLOWEEN wAhAhaaaaaaaaaa. Anyway it is over for 230 hrs le hahahha. All the best to her ;) Day after the misunderstood~ Hmm spend the day at home. Msn server is having problem signing in need so much retry b4 can sign in. I noe i am a being too harsh but ..... I hope she is ok ba. Tat all le. Hope she is fine ba. I will always be there for you. A day of misunderstanding? Well, she dun understand what i am thinking! Never mind cause i decided to give up really. I really break down why is that i always let you angry or even misunderstood me? Suan le i really dunwan to go on. Suan le tat all i will write le from now on i will nv do anything to her le. I am I !!!! Days without her Two days nv chat with her le. Wondering how is she doing. She must be quite tired everyday after her work. Miss her nehz. Anyway jus hope she is doing fine. Tat all i wish for her. Yesterday Sentosa Well received her sms the day before yesterday at nite time. But i was asleep den. I reply her in the morning when i wake up to prepare to go Sentosa. Had a nice small chat with her before i went out. I meet andy and yuhan at khatib mrt station den we went to harbourfront to wait for another gal. She was late and so i started to eat my breakfast at the coffee centre there. Jus as i finish she reach and den we board the bus to sentosa. Well hahah lots of thing happens there. Me n yuhan went up the bus den the driver drove off but andy and the other gal was not up yet. So we had to meet again but i tot at sunset bay but turn out to be palawan beach. So we walk back to palawan beach. The whole day was swimming and vballing den as me n andy going back to sch for vball games. Yuhan sister called andy and said yuhan n the other gal thing had been stolen in the toilet and we went back. The suspect was caught by a cleaner but they said they did not take their stuff and so they decided to wait for police to come and search the two suspects. Me n andy went off le cos need to go sch and train the junior team. A day of mishappening. Chalets!!! Omg, hahah today jus came back from downtown east chalets. Did not really slp at there Roughly an hr of sleep after tat being awake for the whole day le. Pad her into slp seems to be so comfortable or should i say fortunate. Somehow the way she slps looks so sweets. Almost the whole nite looking at her. Opps reveal liao haha later she come kill me :P. But tat how i feel even though quite tired (lack of slps) Anyway i cover up my slp in the afternoon for 3 hrs. Hmm at the chalets there we somehow feel quite out of place. But nvm cos we are still the same group to hang around with. Next time chalet only can for close friends or else really feel so out of place. We played vball at there haha she played till very funny lolz. Den we went out to have supper hahaha she like so slpy. :) anyway hahah really happy to see her :P Tiring DAY!!!!! Gu3sS What! I actually stay alive till 5 am today just to study a topic tat in the past i would not take it during lesson. Ling pei wo till 4 am den she cannot tahan den went to slp leh. Hmm really very tired. Slp for two hour and was rushing to pack stuff for the beach outing this afternoon after my exam. I am glad wat i study have done me great help i think i can score at least 80 for this paper. Oh man i met a lot of people today including carol hahah nv expect to see her. Well looks like actually today i had great funs there and guess wat i also met my "brother" winshire at the beach too. Finally he is going to enter the army lol, he had been toking about going in since last yr. Had my fun but was rather funny tat did not win any strong team. Hahha but really i guess i will be so super tired but dun think will slp now. So hungry going to cook my macoroni hehehz Coffee Bean At Holland V Well well, today i was awake early in the morning to go down to VAS to settle things like my course form, coach membership with Vas and Youth Cup U-19.But the first two task was not able to be done as the person in charge was not in and so i could not do much. As for u-19 tournament managed to complete but sad news is i can only play once in U-19 and tat is this yr only as the rules had change. WEnt back home and den cook my macoroni with mushroom sauce heheh not bad. And den junyuan called me to go holland v to chat with shunyu, qiang, yuan, wen n yingli. Not a bad outing for the tat. We almost every min having something to laugh about. It is great to have the two ladies there it really pass the time fast and den we went home lor and belows are the pics of the day......  yingli stress   serious one but not so clear  peiwen act cute !!!  Me Acting Crazy SteamBoat!!! Well, today i went to sch for exam in early morning. I think i did not done well ba. Haiz all these i can only blame myself for not revising my works after each topic taught. I have let down my teacher he has great hope on me to achieve high score. I think this semester is over liao. Now i have my last paper on Sat. Must try to do some revision before Sat. Anyway today after exam i went to library to view video. Guess what i watched two movie. One is Rambo First Blood Part 2 and Harry Potter and the stone. DEn junyuan and peiwen came to look for me and den we went to atrium to meet peiling. Hahah meet qiang at bus.Den we took so many bus before reaching the place hahaha. But ok lor it is a fun fill day for me. Really full now Swimming day. Lol. DAmn tired. Today suppose to be in school at 12 to suntan a bit but then i a bit later so reach around 12 plus. Den i saw the canoe polo so the event was bought over to clementi swimming complex. Den at there swim abit den sun tan. Ok la a bit darker. Went to eat tang yuan and lunch den went to play billard lost to keong too power liao he. Den wait for shunyu at there. Went back to school to play vball abit den swimming again.Now u noe why i sae swimming day lolx. Den now super duper tired sia>>>>>>>> Damn boring now, i was thinking if i will be able to study but i guess i dun as i am slacking since i wake up which is like a bad day. Junyuan they all asked me out but that place is like so far away and the time is like 4 pm when i reach there would be like 5pm. Somemore no mood to go she and me starting to flood away. Today i actually shoo her away when she was going out to meet her friend. I am really too much why am i acting this way i really dunno what should i do? Haiz looks like i am a real idoit. No wonder no gals like me, i think you agree too right panda. OK after one night of thinking yup i was playing myself. She had told me once she dun wan me to have misunderstanding for her. Anyway last night i am at fault. Sorry to have messed up ur day. I am ok. Is just tat i treat you more den friend. But i noe you jus treat me as a friend but i will try i will not give up everything start from being a friend de. Anyway i hope i did not scare you with the sudden signing off from msn. Think tat all i wish to say for now...... HAHAHAHA!!!!!! So once again i am a stupid guy hahaha all these while i am so invisible. HAHAHA, i was all along playing myself. Great thing man, well done. You have win again hahaha i am nth. Nth nth nth nth nth nth, Nth it wat i am hahahaha. Once again she had me down hahaha "why miss me? cos i like ya. as a friend rite ?" lolz right right right ~ hahaha rite as a friend ................................................................................................................................... ........................................................................................ ........................................................................ .......................................................... ................................ Well, today i spend my day rotting at home haiz. Waiting for my time to go down to my comunity meeting i am being a Csc vball convernor for admiralty csc. Well was bought in by my friend haiz people there "still " not bad lor..... Tat all still having headache since this morning sad sad sia spoil my day ...... 12.35am i am missing you. Guess by now you have already fell asleep. Anyway , i guess only through here i am able to say what i wan to say if not i will not be able to tell you anything at all. Although, you have seen wat i have been writing in here. But i guess all these does not really express myself. I am a guy who is very bad at expressing my feelings be it angry, sad, jealous, mad or watever. I am very poor at expressing myself especially in front of us. So till now my people still finding it hard to accept me as their friends or so. I wan to express myself in a way which all can accept me. But till now i still dunno in wat way can i do so. Tat why when you see me in front of others when i feel someway i dun really reveal my feeling i will jus keep quiet at one side. I really missing u how. But i dunno if i u are missing me ?? hmmm, today helped my father to pack up the house. Actually i want to go school to study de but den helped my father to do chores so end up at home till 3pm. Den i went to meet friends to go eat. Went to eat at clementi there den eat the tang yuan there not bad lor. Den went home. Today i manage to held her hand for a while tat was enough le lor. Her hand is so smooth and soft unlike mine like rough and hard. Wish to hold the time there wish i could hold on forever......  without the china doll heyhey here to blog somethings. Tok to her jus now. Now she went to slp liao. Think i going to slp soon anyway got to tok to tat greedy carol who wans me to write her a second testi without write one for me yet greedy sia hahhaa. Soon in another 8 hrs i will be by the poolside cos i am too bai le later i become bal zhan ji hahaha very long nv go tan liao maybe going not sure yet see how lor. hahah ok la write till here can liao. gd nite to her. hope she slp well Today the start of my break, to me this break is my so call study break i dun like it this way althought some has express gd for this system. I feel that break are for after exam de.But anyway after this semester exam i will be having the real break. I have been having great times with her. I dun think i will mention her name for now till i get her permission. She has bought me laughter which i nv have for so so so long. She is my cheering leader. But i dunno if there is any more further development between me n her. To me i really wish to have further development. But whatever she decided i will support her. Cos loving someone is not to have her but to have the best for her. I finally noe the meaning of love. I feel tat what the past is nth but foolish mistake of me. I really dunno how long will all this be going on i hope forever. I really miss her, wondering what she is doing now. Haiz i am damn bored now feel like going to ice skate but den dun feel alone. Later i think i will be going to Holland V earlier to walk walk see if there is anything to walk lor haven really go there to walk walk. Only went there to drink coffee beans. Expensive coffee lolz. Boring boring and boring. Thks to some of you. I am ok jus needs time to settle the way i am or shoukd i say i shall change myself from now on. I will not fancy any others gal anymore. I shall live my life all alone. Dun be affected by me friend is just tat i dun wan to be tat emotional anymore. My emotional side has bring me or those tat i like once a lot of trouble which i had not intended to. So i hope by the time i have change i will be stronger and more independant. By then i shall not be feeling anything else. I will be "stoned" forever!!! Once again friend ppls dun worry this changes is only affecting me alone. When with u guys i will still be "crazy again" so dun worry i will be fine. Feeling very bad now. No idea why or maybe i noe why but jus dunwan to say out. Why i always do stupid thing de? I feeling very very very very very very very very very very bad :( really bad. Haiz. Why must it be tat way? I am happy when i am but when i am not i really not not feeling very gd. Why always things turn out this way? Is this what is fated to happen to my story? Why must have so many "why"??????????? I hate this !!!!!!!!!! Really all i wan is jus like a normal person is that too difficult. I really dun get it. Am i a very bad person jus why do i have so problem this way. Is really loving a person tat hard i only wan the best for the one. I think i expect return tat why i feel so bad. I am a selfish person i want to have returns from the one but when i dun i really feel bad. I enjoy company with the one but why does it always turn out the way i dun wan. I really feeling very the tired jus to answer all this WHYS. |