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{Thursday, May 18, 2006: }

OkoK Update, yesterday had ivp selection. I was like preparing to out of the team le. Coach asked me to played libero for two sets. Well, maybe this way the ivp is stronger with better spiker than me. No much upset as i noe i am at that level le it is going to be hard for me to move up to the next level and at the same time, my knee are starting to give way le. Knew that would happened but did not expected it to happened to me right now. It has totally make me wasted my years of training jumping. But anyway i noe with the type of training i had for jumping it is only time to selfdestruct. I am super tired now. I would have to come down for vball for 4 days a week but i doubt i will be able to train up anywhere. But maybe stamina would improve ba. In another two weeks common test period and comes break for 2 weeks. Anyway this time round common test only got one paper somemore open book de. And i am still wondering why people jus cannot treat people nicely. Why must they always make fun of others, true that once in a while it is enjoying but i find that it is getting out of hand. I always find myself being taken for granted. In any case if those who you noe i am refering to pls do not take me for granted i am here not to be taken for granted. I dun mind does not mean it is ok to take me for granted. Do not make me dulan. I dun wan to be dulan it is very unbearable for me as when u really make me dulan i can be considered walking out of ur lifes. I noe i dun really make a mark in everyone life but still i also dunwan to leave a hurtful mark behind. I believe things can be done in a better way but not the way it is now. Man i am really tired, i have alot in my mind but thing ain't mean for this place to holds. It is jus for me and me alone. last reminder really do not take me for granted, when i helped you i really meant to help but if you think everything make me do i am sorry i will not help. Thing given to you to do better do it urself unless you have trouble i dun mind helping but do not misuse my trust in you. VBall are you leaving my life soon? MayBe ba jus leave it for future i dun wan to go think jus let it comes to me.


the special one vbol 10:37 AM
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