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{Wednesday, December 28, 2005: }

Sorry to all my true friends out there you know who you are.
Thanks to those who had made me into this farking bastard who turn away from my true friends
You are the ones making me LONELY.
Take care my true and only friends
Sorry for not being the one standing for you


the special one vbol 9:35 PM

thanks to myself that i gotten more lonely. As i have thought i am drifting apart from the group that is there for me. I can't blame them it is my fault that they are moving away from me. I have been a bad friend. I dun express myself well neither do i have lots to talk. I am a person who keeps whatever i had in my heart as i nv wanted to hurt anyone. What can i sae here, my christmas present is here as a wish i nv wanted it to come true it came? I am so super tired, why i have to care so much about wat is going on around me. I am a bastard. ar fuck my life., I hate myself why did i make a wrong choice. I always making wrong choice. fark it man. i got nothing much to sae it is all my fault.


the special one vbol 6:23 PM
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