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{Wednesday, September 07, 2005: }

After all, i think i am best to be alone. I am not suitable to like anyone. i am always failing to have a person i love as my gf. Why always when i move on then they realise i am very gd to them. But why they jus dun wan to take inititive? to tell me. it is always like tat. You gal dun feel wat i am feeling but wat can i do. gumble is the only thing i can do. but to who nobody but myself. WHY does guy treat you like precious and yet you treat them like trash. i really have ENOUGH!! treating you gal gd but who give us the damn. Well, i noe that you gal like the special feeling. i noe i cannot give you all that but i use my goodness to cover up that weakness of mine. Special feeling is not there, i am not handsome or tall or watever shit. but i try le. But now i am really down. I really dun wan to like anyone le, it is pointless for me to like anyone as i cannot give them the special feeling gal looking for. I really very helpless in this matter. from now on, PLAYBOY I WILL BE !!! No point being gd guy le. Gd guy is not for me to be, i will be a bad guy from now on~~~ i will play but nv serious. reason being i DUN SEE the point of being serious.....


the special one vbol 4:01 PM
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