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{Monday, May 21, 2007: }

hmm well...
something i jus not sure why i am such a easy going guy. Maybe too easy going that i always dun have my stand. I really dun understand myself at times or shud i say most of the times. Sometimes really i am mad at myself for doing things which really does not show myself.
I now believe i am :

Indecisive...
Poor Judgement...
"Water"-> means in different situation i would jus change to fill the "shape"...
Lousy or no Characteristic...
Mean...> I can actually backstabs ppl now days which i dun do in the past

hmm i guess that all i can think of now. If you guys thinks more shud be added to this list let me noe. Cos so far my brain are not working anymore. Really the feeling of being tired is coming back to me.

I really need to think through what kind of person i am and how can i be more successful in watever i gonna to do in future. This yr makes the adult life i am going to go on in my next stage of my life. I can no longer doing things like i did in the past cos things is not going to be as easy as they seems. My life is going for a turn but this turn is going to affect my future. What kind of future am i looking for? My biggest question in my life. In the past i would only be thinking of having a simple and happy family. But in the event that i really do there are other factor which is going to affect the whole pic. Be it my job, friends and relative or even a slightmistake that would turn the whole pic into a totally different pic.

Man i am getting more grouchy le i guess. that all for now.........


the special one vbol 1:09 AM
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